Three years ago I was diagnosed with kidney disease and I couldn't see what the problem was. I had no real symptoms to speak of, no dietary changes to take on, life went on exactly the same as always. Plus the consultant said my kidneys would last out until I reached 100 (if I live that long!) No sweat.
This week it all changed when a different consultant said if I carry on the way I'm going my kidneys will pack up in 2 - 5 years. Big shock, to put it mildly. Worse - I can't do anything to stem the tide of deterioriation. Says he.
I won't accept his diagnosis. To me this is not a fait accompli.
I believe I got my kidneys into this mess (unwittingly, I admit) and I can get them out of it.
I believe that everything in the physical body is a manifestation of things going on much deeper. So first port of call must be to find out what is the underlying cause of this IgA is - the psychological, emotional and spiritual reason behind it - and tend to that. Then the kidneys will begin to heal and become whole again.
This is Day One. My first meditation tells me 'I need to take my power back'. My kidneys aren't discerning any more and are leaking important chemicals vital to my self-health. This mirrors my life - I have become fuzzy around the edges.
Kidneys are situated at the solar plexus chakra which represents Life Force and Power.
Someone else says they relate to weakened interpersonal relationships - again, this constitutes lack of power.
Today is the start of my journey back to whole, healthy functioning and beautiful new kidneys. I am determined the damage stops here. I've arrived at a junction. I take the Road to Recovery.
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